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Name: Rachel
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 12/24/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: everything. i'm not kidding
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/19/2003
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since you left she's a mess
she regrets all the things
that she could have said but...
we fall asleep, never think about anything. we wake
to the sound of a phone as it hits the ground
and now you just dont see me anymore.
now ive been losing everything you
just dont see me anymore.
ill say goodbye.
and oh at the wake, at the wake,
i will turn to see a face.
just a face, just a face,
so surrounded by a name.
what a name, what a name,
and you never want to change.
what you gave, what you gave,
never want to let go.
i never thought the first funeral i would attend after my mother's was the funeral of someone else's mother. what a struggle it is to relive the experience all over again. | | |
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and I see your resemblance in my face
And on your birthday I'll set an extra wish for you
for you
and I have learned so much since you've been gone
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Here we are
Isn't it familiar
Haven't had someone to talk to
In such a long time
And it's strange
All we have in common
And your company was just the thing I needed tonight
Somehow I feel I should apologize
Cuz I'm just a little shaken
By what's going on inside
I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I should go
Baby, I should go
It's so hard
Keeping my composure
And pretend I don't see how
Your body curves beneath your clothes
And your laugh
Is pure and unaffected
It frightens me to know so well the place I shouldn't go
I know I gotta take the noble path
Cuz I don't want you to question
The intentions that I have
I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I should go
Baby, I should go
I don't mean to leave you with a trivial excuse
And when you call tomorrow, I'll know what to do
I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I should go
Baby, I should go
--levi kreis--
if you've never heard this song, you're missing out. really. you are.
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| God is great, but sometimes life ain't good...and when i pray it doesn't always turn out like i think it should, but i do it anyway.
being led is hard. being led in a direction you never thought you would be is even harder. knowing that people will judge you because of it is the hardest. i'm having a problem understanding why, but i understand that it's what is going to happen.
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i mean, that's life.
what do you do?
you laugh, you know?
i'm not saying i don't cry.
but in between, i laugh.
and i realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously.
plus, i look forward to a good cry.
feels pretty good.
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